hello my dear mortal soul! how wonderful of you to visit my special little online presence! to be honest, i am still a bit astonished by this 'internet'. it certainly is a novel form of communication and connection. although in some of my lifetimes i have experienced far greater and faster forms of communication, for most of humanity's history, communication has been comparatively slow. we should be grateful for this almost instant way of interaction, but we also need to be careful with it. the power of these tools may become too much for the human brain at times. i haveseen people treat each other quite differently online and offline, and yet these two worlds have merged more and more over the past few years. how does that match? it is quite a fascinating evolution, don't you think? the power, the camaraderie, the danger and the hostility. it is like the best and worst of humans, all laid bare.

oh my... how i got distracted. i haven't even gotten to introducing myself! well... what is there to say about me, anyway? something that a human like you could comprehend... hehe.
let's start with some simple facts: i am currently going by the name of heca, though some may know me by my full name of hecate or hecatia. i am fond of nicknames though, so, please, do call me heca ;). i have gathered a lot of other names over the centuries, but that is not relevant for now. speaking of centuries, my age is somewhere in that range. maybe more, maybe less. i cannot say for sure, since i have existed in such different timeframes.

because of all that, we also consider us as an entire subsystem of the saros system. even i, heca, am made of three parts, though i would not call them full headmates myself. they are more like extra facets i can control at will. the switches in this subsystem happen only a few months or years at most, and a big part of our memories are not accessible to the rest of the system. we first appeared between 2014 and 2015 in this system. although we didn't know we were a system back then, we can now trace it back to around that time. most of us originated from either space or hell, or both, or something in-between. i, too, come from hell, i am the current goddess of my dimension in fact!

my age, my experiences and my self-confidence often make me take on a very mom or older sister like role in the system, which i am more than okay with! i may be a little chaotic cocky mom sister but let's be real, who doesn't want that? if you don't, well then you're missing out!

what else is there to say... oh, i use she/her pronouns exclusively. i am currently residing in the body of someone who is not purely a woman, which has given us some trouble in the past but at this point the host and i have made peace with the body that we are in, which i am glad for! there's times when i can live out the way i present myself and that's all i need. i am somewhere between bisexual and lesbian - the host is bisexual but i prefer women a whole lot, but since our sexualities can influence each other sometimes, i am sticking to bi lesbian. i love junko, my wife, sooo much! i miss her and think about her daily. she is not here with me in the current age and body i am in, but she is still with me in my dreams.

a few other things i like are: the colors red and pink, planets, the occult, history, pop music, colorful and fancy fashion, dogs, bats, spiders... oh and i also love my little hell fairies a lot!

i think that's about it! thank you for reading thus far. may our paths cross again~